Today I am like a tap, tears keep coming and coming. I know this is what I want and the right thing but I am terrified. I can just about hold my life together with a part time job let alone a full time one with three children and mounds of washing and ironing. I … Continue reading A broken heart but not fatal
There is nothing like watching a romcom movie with Rebel Wilson to make you feel good and uplifted. I even woke up in a better mood and feeling positive. That was until I received a text from my bank informing me I am overdrawn and will be charged interested daily until funds are paid into … Continue reading Over this and overdrawn.
Collected medication today from the pharmacy as prescribed by my Doctor. The label on the pharmacy bag reads 'Keep out of reach and sight of children' This should be stuck on my head until further notice. Anyone got any good recommendations for herbal stress relief? I have tried chamomile tea, CBD gummies (can't tell if … Continue reading Hazard in my own home!
This year, Shrove Tuesday involved two bottles of wine, heart 80’s and a hangover the next day. It was a day to celebrate something I suppose. I'll drink to that is becoming one of my most used phrases apart from ‘what the fuck is happening’. I think my check liver light is going to come … Continue reading I’ll drink to that
My life is like I think fear is the strongest emotion I am feeling now. Fear of staying single, fear of dealing with the kids on my own during the week after the breakup, fear of financial difficulties and fear that there might not be anyone else out there for me. Maybe just having someone … Continue reading Someone get me a plaster for my heart, my life is like Jenga and falling apart
14th February 2022 Happy Valentine’s Day! I actually hate Valentine’s Day! An evening of set menus, dinner deals, cheesy proposals, single red roses in clear plastic and for many women out there a bigger reminder they are single! I didn’t receive my annual bouquet of Tesco Red Roses and box of Milk Tray. Fuck St … Continue reading F**K St Nicholas
13th February 2022 As in the quote – It’s one of those days when I wish Jolene would actually take my man because he is getting on my fucking nerves.
12th February 2022 I didn’t really sleep too well and kept waking up in think in shock that I actually verbalised my unhappiness. I have never felt a morning more awkward, where nothing has changed but at the same time everything has changed. How do we carry on? Like normal? Brush it under the carpet … Continue reading Sorry Not Sorry
11th February 2022 Had the conversation with my other half about not being happy and wanting more. Turns out, he is neither happy but neither isn’t fussed about wanting more in life. This has always been the case really, I want to move, go out more, have sex more, dance more and maybe who knows, … Continue reading The Conversation